“That day was my best time to go”

It  was my time to say goodbye to all

Moment I’d been waiting as I recall 

Please do not be lonely nor feel empty

My heart is at peace that now I am free 

Sorry If  I didn’t wait for your presence 

I wanted that you would  be  with your friends 

Perhaps that day was my best time to go

I didn’t feel your tears falling from sorrow

Now I do not  want you to grieve for me

I want you to live life  and be happy

I’d been blessed with friends and family

I laughed, cared and loved most importantly

Tonight I know you’re praying for my soul

Farewell is not easy, please remain whole

I wish you a sky filled with huge rainbow

And sunshine when you wake up tomorrow

©️eurekarobey

I don’t want to see you in pain

You wrap your eyes with your hands

Then tears suddenly fell from them

When I asked you, are you alright?

You whispered yes, I can pretend. 

I could see through my very eyes

Those tears are like heavy rain

I care because I sympathize

And I don’t want to see you in pain

I know you have a broken heart

Please let me know  if I could stay

You know that I’m here from the start

I want to make sure you’ll be okay.

Mypenandsoul

Sometimes it’s nice to know that someone cares

Sometimes it’s nice to feel that we’re home

In someone’s heart and not of being alone

Weariness and loneliness will surely gone

From being safe and secure  in someone’s arms

Sometimes it’s nice to know that someone cares

A sad heart heals, even from far away

A sense of belongingness will surely stays

And meaning of love is felt and will never stray 

Mypenandsoul

Nais kong madinig ang iyong tinig

Ang bawat patawa na  iyong binibigkas

Ay may halakhak na pag kalakas lakas

Kung maibabalik ko lang ang panahon

Na ikaw ay may kalakasan gaya noon

Nais ko muling madinig ang iyong tinig

Mga salitang sambit ng iyong mga labi

Mga pangaral na gusto kong nadidinig

Mula sa amang mapagmahal ng labis

Sa ngayon akin na lamang 

Titignan ang iyong ngiti

Ama alam kong gustong gusto 

mo akong kausapin

Bagama’t mag salita 

ay di kayang bigkasin  

Sa puso ko tila alam ang

 salitang iyong nais sabihin

Na anak wag kang mag alala

Aking lakas ay manunumbalik

Mga salita ay lalabas  sa aking bibig

Balang araw ating usapang kaysaya

 ay sadyang magbabalik

Poem for Lily

This could be one of those saddest nights
When we see you trying so hard to fight
With your illness ,you’ve never shown you’re weak
Instead you smile when we give you kisses on your cheeks

It’s so sad to think that tonight will be your last night
Your pain will be over , you no longer need to fight
Tomorrow when they put you in your sleep
Dream of the happy place where people loved you so deep

Goodbye Lily, We love you!

“Ice cream & wine” by Eureka C. Bianzon

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Here’s on my table a bottle of sweetest wine

And an ice cream which will melt down in time

Infront of them is a sweet and yet a cold lady

Longing for someone who could make her glass of wine ready

There’s a tablet on the top of this wooden table

Playing some love songs which for her are memorable

Will this lady get the warm from the sweetest wine

Or will remain cold like an ice cream and melt down in time

#mypenandsoul

“UNAPPRECIATED”

When i feel sad ,no one was there that dares to ask
When i feel bad, no one was there that listens and ask
Sometimes i feel unappreciated
Sometimes I feel unvalued in all good things i did

When i feel alone , no one was there to be with me at home
When i need someone,everyone walks away and gone
Sometimes I feel life for people who do good is unfair
Sometimes I feel lonely to remain seated in my hopeless chair
~mypenandsoul

WHEN I RUN AGAIN by Eureka C. Bianzon

I ran in certain places bound in places I’ve known
Seen couples faces they were happy as much they’ve shown
Suddenly I felt so numb trying to find my distant home
I realized you were not there I found myself all alone
I tried searching for the words that could mend this heart
You lied to me by telling I’m your world,and yet we fall apart
I know I could find the answer when I run again
Facing up to the sky to whom I would ask this pain to end
-mypenandsoul

“They will always be my babies” by Eureka C.Bianzon

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I laid back my head on my soft pillow last night

While I was gazing on my sweet loving cats

They were on my feet seemed they didn’t

Want to lose from my sight

Suddenly my tears fell, my heart was like

A grass that had been cut

 

I was imagining their life living without me

I was thinking if they could feel the love

They felt from me

When I pulled one of them and laid to my arm

The other wiped away the tears on my other hand

 

It is so hard to think that my days with them

Will get over

It’s like I have to give up rendering them my

Care

Before I was telling never I will surrender

I’ll never leave them and they’ll be with me anywhere

 

I felt so sad that I couldn’t keep my promise

I couldn’t find ways for them to be with me

Our memories forever I will cherish

They will always be my sweetest babies

“You’ll be gone forever” by Eureka C. Bianzon

Few years ago as I looked back the time

I was just sitting here and waiting

And asking myself when you would be mine?

I counted the waves that struck

On heavy rocks that reached upon my sight

And then you came tapping my back

Your luminous smile shone on me that night

I looked at your face

Your eyes were in glimmering light

Those were the wonderful days

When you became my life

Now here I am sitting and waiting

And asking myself when will I hold your hands

I know that I am just dreaming

For you’ll be gone forever

And there’ll be no chance

“I couldn’t help but cry” by Eureka C.Bianzon

I couldn’t help but cry
As I turned away and said goodbye
I couldn’t stare even in your eyes
As the saddest feeling got spired

And it is proven within me
that I can’t live a day without you
This dream emerges as the spring
A true love we made all to be true

When I obtained your arms in my head
I felt all the words you have said
I’ve seen all the butterflies that followed me
I felt the love from your heart deep inside of me

I pinched my cheeks recognizing all the  things that has preceded me
And yes!everything was not a dream
Every single moment we crafted as our wonderful memories

As I headed back home tonight
I remembered everything about us
I glazed at the sun diminishing its light
And thought about tomorrow that
Is waiting for us

I promised you that I won’t cry anymore
But I couldn’t hold back my tears
Perhaps my heart is still weary and sore
I always feel that you’re just near

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