“Tears behind my broken window pane”

A midnight full of sad disdain
Here I am sitting behind my broken window pane
Quiet and still waiting for the dawn and the sun
Looking for the blessed hope, and glorious light to come

I’m longing for the blanket of comfort
That could make me warm
From the cold tears that keeps on flowing
Down to my knees
I’m longing for a soothing voice and its encouraging sound
That could tell me to stop shedding tears
And suddenly bestow me a sweet gentle kiss

Losing you makes this heart so empty,
I’ve been worn out showing a smiling face
The loads inside of me are too heavy,
I want to rest, I want to pace

I’m hiding these tears behind my broken window pane
From the words which were left unsaid, from a desperate cry
My life without you will never be the same again
This is the only truth when you said your saddest goodbye

©️eurekarobey author of Mypenandsoul

artist eurekarobey

Why do I love Art?

It allows me to create by expressing my own self
And makes feel that I am one those very dedicated elf

Striving hard to finish a thing , a beautiful thing

For someone like me it’s extra ordinary thing
It allows me to use my heart  even my graceful hands

A solace feeling that an artist could deeply understand

Art is what I love and thing I always want to do

It is  my expression of freedom whenever I’m in blue
It makes people happy  as well as myself

Whenever they appreciate things  I’ve created myself

It comes from my soul,  through my eyes that glows

A gift,  I would love to pursue and treasure above all…
Author: Eureka Bianzon Robey

mypenandsoul.com 

This joy in my soul is an ineffable thing

There are so many words that rhyme
That define why being with you I always shine
On the darkest sky you are my star
On dreariest days you are my smile near or far

Your gentle voice has meaningful sounds
Endless songs of birds that calm me down
With this world full of wilderness you are my home
Who comforts me when winds freed by the storm

The vast sky witness our unfold stories
Measureless love you give is beyond defining
It lifts my heart , gives me the feeling of flying
Truly this joy in my soul is an ineffable thing
poem written 05/18/18

Author: Eureka Bianzon Robey

#mypenandsoul

Goodbye Grandma, I will miss you

Tears I have shed, remembering those things you’ve taught me

Through the years you were there, you watched me grow

Love , kindness , sweetness acts of you I’ve got to see

You’ve been there for me for the things I needed to know

Grandma every word from your voice I deeply remember

And all that I think about now is you today

I’m sorry if I won’t have the chance to be there

I’d love you grandma in so many ways

Now as I opened and closed my eyes

Only your face tickles my mind

Oh how I remember you were there by my side

And now my heart aches from your saddest goodbye

Now I realized how much I miss you

I know that you will still be watching over me

I’ve learned so many things from you

I will never ever forget those ’til eternity

I know that you’re happy with the Heavenly father right now

In God’s time we will be seeing each other somehow

In my heart your memories will always remain

Grandma I’ll miss you, ’til we meet each other again

Mypenandsoul

Beauty from Within

It is a light from her heart that glows
An inner beauty that never fades away
It captivates from her eyes to her soul
A beauty that grows every single day

We see the beauty from within
Not from appearance of her skin
Not on the glossy taint on her lips
But kindness of her heart that keeps

The moon you could witness
through her very eyes
That brightens up the sadness
of your grayish sky

You may not see her as a whole
Her love for you will always live
Her kind heart and amazing soul
Is the greatest gift she could give

mypenandsoul.com

“Poem dedicated to all beautiful women out there”
written March 08th #internationalwomen ‘s day

Author: Eureka Bianzon Robey

PATAWAD

Patawad sa aking mga nagawa
Kung ikaw man ay aking nasaktan
Nakaraang kamalian ay aking pinagsisisihan
Habang buhay ito’y sa dasal ay isinasama

Patawad kung bawat araw dulot ko’y pait
Sa iyong puso ako’y nagpapakumbabang pilit
Patawad sa bawat sakit na iyong sinapit
Dalangin ko’y ihatid ito sa iyo ng Amang nasa langit

Ako’y nagpakalayo upang lahat ay matahimik
Bagong buhay ay nais matamasa pagpapatawad sa Maykapal ang batid
Patawad kung ikaw ay aking nasaktan
Dalangin ko sa iyong puso ang walang humpay
na katahimikan

Patawad
mypenandsoul

Lift yourself up!

The glorious sun sets earlier
The clouds were painted beautifully
The cool breeze feels from the winter
Truly an art from nature to feel & see

Hurry! go out from your comfort zone
Witness the sky and the stars alone
Leave the pain from things went wrong
Lift yourself up for you are strong

Face the darkness by staring on the stars
Let them lead your way no matter how far
Always see the light beyond the darkest shades
Lift youself up even your sky turns gray

Author Eureka Bianzon Robey

Pagpapatawad

Bawat haplos ng hangin sa aki’y bumabatid
Mga bagay na aking nagawa na pawang pagsisisi ang bahid
Mga nakaraang pagkakamali’y aking nais ituwid
Sa bagong buhay na biyaya ng Maykapal kasama ang aking iniibig

Kanyang pagpapatawad aking hiniling noon pa man
Bago ko matanto ang tunay na kasiyahang aking kinasasadlakan
Aral sa aking buhay sadyang aking natutunan
May pagpapatawad sa bawat pagkakamali kung buong pusong pagsisisihan

Dasal ang aking palaging sambit para sa aking nasaktan
Nawa’y puso’y magkaroon ng humpay na katahimikan
Kasiyahang aking nadarama sa kasalukuyan nawa’y maramdaman
Haplos mula sa Maykapal ay maging dulot upang sakit ay maibsan

I hear it within me….

When I see the look in your eyes
I can see the glamorous glistening sky
Your smile tells me how beautiful I am
And when your lips say you’re my number
one fan

When you get closer to me
I feel your breath towards my hair
I can feel your heart deep within me
I feel this butterfly that grasp my air

You make me feel important
When you ask me to help you with things
You lift me up when I say I can’t
You believed that I am not an ordinary thing

You give life to my every day
You show love in many special way
I feel you, I feel how much you love me
Even without a word, I hear it within me

mypenandsoul.com

Author Eureka Bianzon Robey

You will be forever missed

I reminisce those days with you with pure delight
Laughters beyond the walls that only silence will subside
Since the very first time I’ve met you, all positive thoughts you’ve shown
And truly, you were one of the funniest person I’ve ever met and known

My heart is in gnawing pain this day that you’re gone
So many words I want to say , & it’s sad ,these will be just left undone
I’m now in a garden with faded flowers from those days they were in bloom
Hiding my tears through the rain from the clouds in gloom

Down here from heaven I will always think that you’re one those stars
Smiling at us from the distance yet with illuminating sparks
These will be your laughters and happiness you share from there in paradise
Grandma Betty, you will be forever missed with your heartfelt goodbye
mypenandsoul

Your Luminous Eyes by Eureka B.Robey

I love your luminous eyes when you smile
It gives me this indefinable chills most of the time
I have told the heaven above since the day I’ve found you
How I get so lucky that I will never ever be in blue

I have flown thousand miles away to reach you
And it’s a valley of reality of a dream to be with you
My search for Love last when you offered your arms
As wider as the ocean , your embrace was deep & warm

And as I watch the bright clouds in the sky
The rays are luminous as your pretty eyes
Darling, this is what you give to my life
Happiness deep in my heart from your smile

mypenandsoul.com

Author: Eureka B Robey