“That day was my best time to go”

It  was my time to say goodbye to all

Moment I’d been waiting as I recall 

Please do not be lonely nor feel empty

My heart is at peace that now I am free 

Sorry If  I didn’t wait for your presence 

I wanted that you would  be  with your friends 

Perhaps that day was my best time to go

I didn’t feel your tears falling from sorrow

Now I do not  want you to grieve for me

I want you to live life  and be happy

I’d been blessed with friends and family

I laughed, cared and loved most importantly

Tonight I know you’re praying for my soul

Farewell is not easy, please remain whole

I wish you a sky filled with huge rainbow

And sunshine when you wake up tomorrow

©️eurekarobey

I don’t want to see you in pain

You wrap your eyes with your hands

Then tears suddenly fell from them

When I asked you, are you alright?

You whispered yes, I can pretend. 

I could see through my very eyes

Those tears are like heavy rain

I care because I sympathize

And I don’t want to see you in pain

I know you have a broken heart

Please let me know  if I could stay

You know that I’m here from the start

I want to make sure you’ll be okay.

Mypenandsoul

Poem for Lily

This could be one of those saddest nights
When we see you trying so hard to fight
With your illness ,you’ve never shown you’re weak
Instead you smile when we give you kisses on your cheeks

It’s so sad to think that tonight will be your last night
Your pain will be over , you no longer need to fight
Tomorrow when they put you in your sleep
Dream of the happy place where people loved you so deep

Goodbye Lily, We love you!

“Ice cream & wine” by Eureka C. Bianzon

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Here’s on my table a bottle of sweetest wine

And an ice cream which will melt down in time

Infront of them is a sweet and yet a cold lady

Longing for someone who could make her glass of wine ready

There’s a tablet on the top of this wooden table

Playing some love songs which for her are memorable

Will this lady get the warm from the sweetest wine

Or will remain cold like an ice cream and melt down in time

#mypenandsoul

“UNAPPRECIATED”

When i feel sad ,no one was there that dares to ask
When i feel bad, no one was there that listens and ask
Sometimes i feel unappreciated
Sometimes I feel unvalued in all good things i did

When i feel alone , no one was there to be with me at home
When i need someone,everyone walks away and gone
Sometimes I feel life for people who do good is unfair
Sometimes I feel lonely to remain seated in my hopeless chair
~mypenandsoul

WHEN I RUN AGAIN by Eureka C. Bianzon

I ran in certain places bound in places I’ve known
Seen couples faces they were happy as much they’ve shown
Suddenly I felt so numb trying to find my distant home
I realized you were not there I found myself all alone
I tried searching for the words that could mend this heart
You lied to me by telling I’m your world,and yet we fall apart
I know I could find the answer when I run again
Facing up to the sky to whom I would ask this pain to end
-mypenandsoul

“Saddest grief”by Eureka C.Bianzon

On piece of wood she engraved her
heart
Unleashing all the pains which sets
Her world apart
She never dreamed to witness the grayish sky
Which brought her in grief and saddest lullabies

She carved her words like blades
Marked few lines in darkest shades
She’s been hurt and thought the world was unfair
Brought her saddest grief she couldn’t bear

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“Frozen heart” by Eureka C. Bianzon

Beneath this chest a frozen heart remains

Anoint by an afflicting pain it gained

Hoping for deep certitude as an exchange

To heal this frozen heart with God’s Holy name

Concatenated devious road I bound

Trustful soul I offered to people’s enchanting sounds

This feeblest heart exhausted from creatures forwardness

Until it got frozen, yearned numb to dead

Fickled fierceness brought enmity

Immerse my heart with sadness and ambiguity

Inconspicuous ominous lore could be seen to

My eyes

One’s tod who wished for a quietude journey

And sheer smiles

The visage of this ventures my purpose wend

Few times I failed & hid in my crumbling shell

Frozen heart it gave, so hard to understand

May the Lord God warm this frozen heart

With His merciful hands

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